so what do you know..

i have created another blog! no surprise, no surprise. Its almost like i'm too afraid of cyber commitment or something. This time I have a good excuse, did you notice my header? thats right, we are getting married!! June 28, 2012 is the date and we are thrilled. oh and words of advice, a 6 month engagement is not too long. in fact, its quite perfect. we only have 2.5 short months left and suddenly i'm feeling rushed and not ready. when i spoke the words "i'm feeling stressed" my mothers eyes widened and with a baffled tone of voice "you are??!". yeah. I have sort of had this whole wedding thing down to a T for the past 2 years when i decided that looking at wedding blogs should be my career. Thankfully through out those 2 years i wrote down all of my favorite sites and venders so when the big engagement day came all i had to do was give them a call. it worked out quite nicely, I know that my mom was ecstatic. but here we are now and i feel like my list of things to do is growing bigger and bigger. but in all reality its just small things that dont necessarily matter that i dont have under control. unfortunately those things matter to me. I guess i should just be thankful that i pretty much planned my whole wedding within the first month and a half. okay. i'm starting to feel better.
i'm totally shocked that i havent mentioned in here that i'm too excited for words to get married. I have been day dreaming about my married life for years and years, specifically to that man i'm with up there. I am so lucky. we know each other too much, yes, too much. but amazingly enough we are still learning things about one another and going through things that when i look back 2 years ago i would have never imagined that we would have gone through but you know what? like every married couple would say, we have grown immensely because of what we have gone through or who we have become. I am just so happy that he can put up with my crap, i can seriously be a pill. and i will put words in his mouth and say that he is thankful that i will put up with his crap too because, well he can be a pill too. but you know what? it works. we work.